In my previous post I wrote about my “act”. That is what you do when you are going through a hard time. So I thought it good to share with you the reason why I’ve been going to my “act” so much lately. It might help me clear my mind, and hopefully you’ll enjoy reading the story.
So there’s this guy who has broken my heart three times in the last six months without even knowing it. The first time was by liking my housemate instead of me. The second time he did it by asking me to a wedding and then, before I could tell him that I would like to go with him (I didn’t let him know straight away, because there was some complications on whether I would be able to go with him or not), he sent me a message telling that he will be taking someone else to this wedding. The third time was when I heard that he is now dating this person that he was going to take to the wedding.
When I heard that he now has a girlfriend, I did something I really never do…stalk people on facebook. I just wanted to know how she looks and what is is that make her so special about. It wasn’t easy, because there’s a lot of people with the same names and surnames on facebook, but my hidden stalker talents saw the light when I realized that I should go through his list of friends to see which face belongs to her. I don’t know whether I should be proud of this or not.
Although I’m not someone who meddles in other peoples relationships, it wasn’t as easy as just letting it go. I mean, he did ask me to the wedding so there must have been something. The amount of times I was angry at myself for waiting so long to let him know that I want to go to the wedding with him…
To be continued